Priscilla’s Life

Hello All,

I still haven’t forgot about that update on my birthday. I managed to get video clipping, but not pictures. I’m still planning on doing those things I wanted to do on my birthday that I didn’t get to do, but stay tuned in for that because you never know when I just might put them online.

Well, I have new information. I am going into the Army. I’ve been wanting to do it for quite some times, but the odds are slowly backing away from me and making room for some positive outcomes. I still have to pass the ASVAB Test before I can enter, and I am going to call my recruiter first thing tomorrow morning.

I do have major concerns with this asvab and that’s with the math part of it. I have someone to help me with that. That person may be a bit of a distraction to me, but I think I’ll manage. My friend is supportive, and my mother is now supportive of my decision to go. She is going to take the children for me so that I may do what I need to do to get in. I really look forward to Army Life, and I’ve had the pleasure of talking to single women with children. They said that they love it, so I don’t know why everyone is in my ear about the army being the worst to go.

I have this gut feeling telling me to go Army, and that is my plan. I know what I have to do now to prepare, and I am slowly making progress. I will however pick it up soon because I plan to enlist at least by April. I want to get in before my lease is up in my apartment.

I was thinking about telling my mother that she can stay at my house with the children while I’m gone. I already checked with the landlord, and they told me it would be fine as long as we have power of attorney. I will ask her about that.

I have something else to update yall on. My friend and I are still talking…. I told him I loved him already…. I wish I would have waited to see what the outcome of us is, but my heart told me to tell him..Plus I had some Patrone to add to the equation…That’s what really made me spill the beans. Now I am to where I am totally comfortable with expressing to him how I feel about him. This is bad yall….Very bad… He told me quite a few things, but one thing that I love the most is that he said he’s almost loving me too..

I talked to him about me going into the army, and he is supportive of it…There is one catch to this situation. What if we have to separate? What if we have to separate when his job sends him somewhere else? I would have liked to be married before I went into the Army, but it’s not working out that way. What do I do now? He said we’d have to make it work, but how?

I am not a drama queen, but there is a lot of things going on in my life everyday. I can’t live a stress free life like most people, but I can try.. If you lived with me for one day, you’d probably give me a hug and send me on a long vacation yourself because that’s how hard things get for me. I don’t see how I’ve made it this far without losing my mind, but I think I’m getting there…

Maybe I should quit talking like that. I try everyday to speak positive about everything, and it gets harder and harder everyday. I won’t give up though. I will stick with it until I get it right. I hope I do well on the asvab test..Wish me luck!

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