Jan 01 2009
Is He My Future?…
This is how I feel right now…. I mean… I have this friend, and he really makes me happy. We’re not dating per-say, but I don’t want to just rush into anything. We’ve been talking every since Christmas Eve, and he’s so wonderful. When I hear this song I can’t help, but think about him and wonder.
This song is really for someone in love, but I’m not in love. I’m in strong like, but it’s not love…yet…
He is definitely someone I can see myself with for a long time, and I’ve been single for a while now. I am trying to make things right in my life, but I don’t want it to be where I actually don’t have a life.
I already don’t do much of anything, but I don’t want to be in this gutter anymore. I am 24…soon to be 25yrs old… I have children, but my life doesn’t stop there. I know what to do and what not to do this time around, and I will be strong and do what I know I should do..
Why do I get the men that only want one thing…Lately I’ve just been turned off by men because when they approach me I can tell that they are only in my face for one reason. This one particular guy doesn’t turn me off or on at the moment. Right now he’s just someone I’ve been paying attention too. I spend time with him, but there is something else drawing me to him. I don’t know what it is yet, but I will find out in due time.
I know some things about him already, and he’s not trying to rush anything either. We have enough chemistry to continue the way that we are going, and maybe it will turn into something else. What I know about him already is the following:
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No kids
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Never been married
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2 years older than me
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Same birth month
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Very energetic in every aspects of the word
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Works full time
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Lives alone
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SINGLE!!!!!
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3rd born of 6
There is more, but its more on a personal level, and I’d rather not say. He’s a very nice guy, and I may be willing to take a chance with him. There are a couple of things that make me hesitate a little, but they are minor things. A woman of my status would question these things considering.
I will push forward…We’ll see where this goes….Nivea says ‘Love’s not always complicated’…. I will find out if I should or shouldn’t agree with that, but I love the song…. Everyone take care…Stay tuned….
